My heart is pounding too damn fast
I feel it wanting to jump out of my chest
Anxiety poisons all of my veins
My brain twists and turns in constant pain
My headaches rawr throughout my bones
My body sweats through all my pores
When will this anxiety of mine disappear so I can thrive.
My eyes were sealed
My lips were sewn
No stories to be seen, no words to be spoke
Abandoned and defeated and left all alone
The silence grew louder and my space got small
The wind became icy but my body became warm
My arms and legs started to finally move
This was it, it was my turn to run
To save myself from this forest and go look for help
Only when I stood up I could finally then see that I was looking down at body and it was my soul that was set free.
I tore down your picture and burned all your words of letters written and our love torn. It is a harsh reality to this cruel, cruel world that all beautiful love stories must come to an end in order for our new stories to finally begin..
Time and time again I felt my feet get weary. My stomach ached and my hands would start to shake when I felt ungallantly capable. But today it was different I rose up from the floor, I felt the sun on my skin again when I opened all the windows. I dusted off my past and walked towards my future. I grabbed the keys and turned the key and handle. I walked outside with nothing in hand yet everything in reach and for once, I was finally hopeful.