Look me in the eye and tell me it was all a lie. Tell me that you never cared and I'll turn away and disappear. I hate that I could never see, what it was you really wanted from me. You used me and threw away my key, leaving me stuck here in this loveless … Continue reading Loveless Society
It's sunny out, but not in me. I can feel the pain of eternity. The thunder roars and shakes my bones. The lightning breaks through all my pores. It's sunny out, and I'm drawling my last breath. Goodbye, I loved you, but this is my end.
Suicide is not a question. I do not wish to die. I'd rather suffer. I'd rather stick to what I know. Emotions and feelings are my own kind of drug. Suffering is a addiction. Suicide is an end. I don't want to end the addiction I'm in.
I can hear them all around. The voices in my head. Telling me to question you and everything you did. Sometimes I listen and sometimes I turn away, but I can never turn them off, and change what I wish I had never said. They like to stay within me, but sometimes they like to … Continue reading The Voices in My Head
I couldn't break him down. His walls were too high. I tried for what had seemed like a million times. One day I found a smile. The next day I found a frown. & On the last day I found nothingness You were gone without a sound.
And so it goes I loved her more than I had ever dreamed possible. With her warm caress in a room full of people,I never knew she was waiting for me. I never knew what I had until I turned away. And that was it, within that swift second, I had lost her. I had lost … Continue reading I Lost Her
It was a constant battle. You told me this once. I remember exactly what you said and exactly what you were wearing. You had two stories, one happy, one sad. You told them as if you were reliving those very moments. I could feel your emotions pouring out of your pores. The air was warm … Continue reading Misguided Soul